Sunday, February 05, 2006

What do you do when someone you are sharing a very intimate moment with slips up and says someone else's name? Well, I had no idea what to do. He didn't realize it at first, until I used my name a few minutes later in the third person. I realized at that point that hookups are not good. You have to know someone before you can be truly intimate with them. I felt like a fool and a little bit slutty. But I have to step out of my shoes and step into his...he must have felt 10 times more stupid than me! We finished our 'intimate' get-to-gather, and parted. He was never heard from again. I almost feel like I get close to someone only long enough for them to make an exit plan.

2 comments:

Patrick ONeill said...

As a tip - as long as you hang aroound with people who think that gay sex is a "sin" you will be stuck.
I recommend a clean break with christianity, but for those who can't do it there are plenty of gay-friendly people and churches.

An aawful lot depends upon where you are living - moving to a friendly city is very very helpful.

CrackerLilo said...

Came via Ex-Gay Watch.

Honey, I saw this and just want to remind you that it won't always be like that, and doesn't have to be like that. *pats shoulder*